Supernova Stop

Can you feel yourself?
Rotting in there somewhere, begging to release
Anguish inside like a little hot rocket
Just needing to take off and explode.
Self-containment, self-preservation
Self-Loathing is the blast shield that gets
From point A to point B without living a moment.
But living is required; there is no dying here.
No brilliant supernova of a spirit overcome with need;
An entire world waiting in the black hole of a being
Feeds upon itself, consuming all the light that comes near.
Becoming deeper, darker, louder in its silence behind
The event horizon of a smile.
Don’t look into the eyes of the light, look down, straight down,
Hurtling forward without pause on a lonely orbit of Time and Space
Driving forward by inertia and gravity.
So grave inside a universe of missed moments for memories.


About PenniCash

A single mother and educator, often tired and on an MMO when able. I think too much, sleep too little, and always hold onto that tomorrow is a fresh day. View all posts by PenniCash

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